Okie dokie. So... I know that I haven't been as active on here as I stated in my previous journal and I apologize. As per usual life has decided to punch me in the gut just when I think things are going really well.
For starters, school has begun once again so a great deal of my free time has flown out the window. I am now in my senior year of high school so I am busy trying to graduate early all while I simultaneously balance college applications and people constantly asking what my plans are. The days where my anxiety has been manageable have decided to disappear so things have been a bit of a challenge to keep under control. My studies of the Russian language have been a bit taxing as something has come up in my family and caused me to need to learn the basics of the language within two years(long story). Finally, to top it all off, my physical health has pretty much become a dumpster fire and left me in bad shape. To sum that mess up, my BMI